Kerstin

5.9.05

Lazy Day #2

It has been about time that I have a lazy day again, which I definitely did. Of course I wasn't lazy for all the 13 hours I have been up so far. My conscience would kill me if I were. But it was definitely a day without one single excercise for math!! I can't believe what I have done. But I am kind of glad that I did it. It made me feel like a human. So therefore there is not much I can say about today. I woke up in the morning, feeling a lot better than last night. I got up and checked blogs and emails and I was really surprised in a positive way to find some really nice message for me in my email account... thanks to you. Then I got started with watching movies. I think I watched a total of 4 movies. Isn't that crazy. They were good and I could actually enjoy them.

Around 6 I went downstairs to cook, because my mom painted the balconies. I made rice and vegetables. It turned out ok. It is not my favorite food, but who cares. At least it is something. There is a lot left, since my mom does not eat for dinner anymore and my dad went to his massage appointment. So we can eat it tomorrow again. I made myself a big tomatosalad as well. We have about 10 pounds of tomatos right now, so that means we have to eat a lot. The dumb thing is that our tomato plants got a disease, therefore we won't have that many tomatos this year as we had last year. I don't know what is wrong with them. At least we had some. They taste so yummy...

Then I ironed some clothes to help my mom a little. Oh, by the way, my brother was really not so nice to me today. He said that my parents always protect me. He tells me I am lazy. He doesn't recognize what I do. He says, oh you are lucky, you get to watch movies, while I have to paint. My mom had to have an argument with him so that he would start and on top of that, he didn't even work for very long. About 3 hours, maybe 4. But, oh yeah, Kerstin always does whatever she wants to, she does not need to help. This is true, but I do help sometimes. And when I do it, I do it out of my free will, or because I want to.

Oh another thing I did today, was going shopping for my mom. I bought some cheese, cereal, juice and several kinds of fruit. My driving was horrible today. I almost killed the car. Isn't that funny. It was a little weird for me to drive, but I think this is just temporarily.

I also got to play the violin for about an hour today. I enjoyed it too. It was tought though, because I had to realize that I can't do it :( Oh well. Something is wrong with my bowing for the Bach piece.

I will go to sleep now...