Music, Math and More...

Today I woke up pretty late :) ... no wonder one could say, I went to sleep late, too. I think it was about 10 that I finally got up. I woke up several times, cause my mom walked in, and I wake up so quickly when there is noise in the morning. When I got up I started my math after reading my chapter and of course check out blogger and everything. I was pretty good with math today. I got to page 30 finally, which means that I did about 10 pages! This is only because they went faster.

At 4:30 I didn't feel like doing anymore. So I went downstairs to play and practice my violin. It was really cool. I practiced until my wrists hurt me a lot. My dad even came for a few minutes to accompany me. I enjoyed it so much. My new violin sounds awesome. I wish I could play like the really good people. Something really cool happened to me a few days ago. I was watching a great movie and one of the main characters practiced violin for a little bit and it was the Bach Partita in E Major which I am practicing right now. I felt the urge to get better! This is one of the reasons that I have practiced some times this week. I hope this will last.

Now I am writing my blog for today. Oh I forgot to mention, that I went to sparknotes today and there was some pretty good stuff. After reading most of it, I decided that it would be a great idea to read Death of a Salesman at least once more and notice the things that were described in there. I want to do a really good book presentation. Therefore I really have to know my stuff, I need to not get lazy on it. Usually I tend to get lazy soon after I started doing something, because I feel like I should be able to have some freetime as well, but the fact is that deep down I don't want to have freetime now. I want to make my life easier for later on. My focus is towards the future not the present or the past which is a good and a bad thing at the same time. Sometimes I am very dissatisfied with myself. This is probably when I get depressed. So the thing I have to tell myself is, that God created my perfect in his eyes. I shouldn't be dissatisfied with myself. I have to make the best out of the talents and opportunities that I got.

I still have to prepare myself for tomorrow. I will teach the children, the group of Tabea. This group is tough. I don't even know how many kids will be there, because we still have vacation. Oh well, I will just try my best.

Tomorrow is a great day. I am looking forward to it. This will hopefully be an amazing experience. Maybe we can pick a song each, that is our favorite and share it with each other. This is just an idea. I want to do some special things each week. Maybe you can think of something better or different...