Crazy World

Today was a good day of work, and of math, too. Even though I didn't get to do as much as I hoped to. I think I did a total of 8 hours of math, which isn't bad at all. This is a full day of work. All that I got done were six pages in my book this filled up 16 pages in my math exercise book!!! This is just about amazing. This equals about 14 assignments in math. :)
I thought, since I write so much about my math studies, I might as well, show you a little bit what it looks like. The good thing is that I have the solution right at hand. I hope that I can finish in time. I thought that everything looked pretty good at the beginning of this week, but I didn't realize, that some pages take three to four times as long as others. This is really not cool. So far, I only have done 17 pages in 4 days. Isn't that horrible? This is an average of 4 pages a day. Oh well, if I don't finish then I don't.

For lunch I made myself some pizza. My brother was hungry as well, but we didn't have another pizza, therefore we shared one. Which means I haven't eaten a lot today either. I am so hungry, but I don't feel like preparing something. I am actually looking forward to live by my own, so that I can just do whatever I feel like doing. I always don't want to do something more difficult, because I might mess something up. I don't want anyone to eat my messed up things and I know my mom would. This will change when I live by my own.

This movie I watched today was dealing with the Iraq war. It was pretty saddening. Granted, that there are a lot of movie addition, as there always are, it is still horrible what happens when there is war. I think one can only be grateful when one doesn't have to live in such an affected area. We live in peace and we are still not satisfied. Isn't that amazing, we complain all the time not realizing that we have actually nothing, NOTHING, to worry about. We have food, shelter, even cars to drive places and money to make sure we don't lose any of these things.
Our mind is occupied with getting the best deals, when people in affected areas such as New Orleans right now, or Asia, just look for drinkable water and some food to survive. Aren't we pretty selfish creatures? Aren't we saying to ourselves, oh that is pretty bad what happened there, but luckily it didn't happen to me. We don't even bother thinking about ways how to help those people, and if it was only to donate 10 bucks. Crazy...

Man, I finished Death of a Salesman. I can't believe it. It got kind of late though. Instead of going to sleep at 10, as I wanted to, I went to sleep at 12:30!! Oh well. I am glad I finished another part of my 'assignments'. It felt so good to be able to close this book and say: I am done reading it the first time!